Vomit-flavored Thoughts

Yep, after all the resistance to letting my guard down, I ate everything I said and broke all my rules. Labels, thoughts of forever, semi-long term plans, and even effing pet names. And it's driving me nuts that I just gave somebody power to hurt me real bad. I feel like a helpless pussy.

since I owe Liz a blog...

I'm here right now at the gazeboish part of our building's mini park. We've been here in Seoul for about a week and but I've never had time to blog until now. Well, so the experience. It's a mixture of ooohs and ahhhs and wtfs. I need to learn a little Hanggul to be able to get through the rest of my stay here, me thinks. So far I've survived with sign language and a lot of smiles. But yeah everything is pretty convenient here. Learning the subway and bus routes aint as hard as I thought.
I've had of course my first soju and Kalbi by my 2nd night here; my first noribang on my first weekend. Got a new kick-ass camera too for a good deal. hehe.We've been to pretty crazy parts of the city, including an American bar where people sing their national anthem at midnight. The weather was sunny cool but it's getting colder and colder at nights since fall is approaching. I've a feeling though that the honeymoon period is waning and I'm starting to miss home. I mean this place is pretty cool. Everything's hi-tech, and there's a lot of people to see. But there's still no place like home i guess. Di rin pla masaya ng malamig ng walang kayakap haha.

Photo Meme

1. A Picture of you in your room

That's my room in Tierra but having two homes, the one below is me in my room in Pampanga
2. A picture of you with someone you don't really like
Don't get me wrong, I love the food but I'm not sure about my opinion about Ronald as a person :p


3. A picture of you very drunk

It's a tie between this:
In Xaymaca ordering my nth drink, or this:
MT Christmas party after a few shots of Cuervo

4. A picture of you and a former crush:
Yeah Lloydie, sorry, that Ruffa issue was the last straw.

5. a picture of you on your birthday, or your favorite holiday
I had 3 celebrations this year but this one took place on my actual birthday.

6. the youngest picture you can find of yourself in digital form.

Sorry, this is all I can find. With Frau sometime in college.

7. a picture of you in one of your favorite outfits:
Yes, I'm back to yellow. And I'm currently loving this shirt too:
8. a picture of you making a goofy face

Oh where do I begin? There's this:
and this:


and this:
and this:
must I go on?
9. a picture you miiiiiight have edited to make yourself more attractive.
Well, Layla did the editing as I am so bano with PS.
10. a picture of a night you regret
It looks like we were having fun here but the events that followed after we downed that bottle in less than 3 hours ain't pretty.

11. a picture of you being totally yourself

Oh this is redundant with 8 and 13.

12. the most recent picture of you


Yep I think this is the most recent solo.

13. a picture of you being absolutely ridiculous.

Then there's this:
and this:

Who am I kidding, we all know there's more where that came from.

14. a picture of you showing off a new haircut/color.
Bagong rebond and color.


15. a picture of a time in your life that's over, but you wish it wasn't.
A lot have changed since then.

16. a picture of a time in your life that's over, and you couldn't be more thankful that it is
See how I was trying to force a smile while being all sweaty and pale? Damn that tour guide. He said it was just "sightseeing" not steep mountain trekking!

17. a picture of you when you were anything but happy.
A few hours after I found out somebody's leaving.

18. a picture of you that you had no idea was being taken.
I was about to say the F word... Flash.

19. a picture of when you were different to you are now
Must I say more? Lol. Nah I was different in so many ways back then.



20. a picture of how you'd like the world to see you.
Darn, that's how I'd like to see myself again haha.

21. a picture that describes how you'd like to spend every day

Trying new food in new places:
(Masferre, Sagada)




And practice more on my photography too.
22. a picture of a time when everything was changing.




That was 26th birthday. I made a lot of decisions then.


23. a picture that makes your heart hurt


Parang kelan lang. Tas aalis na sha :(

24. a picture that makes your heart smile.


Lolo and Migoy.

25. A picture of one of the best days/nights of your life
My best birthday so far. They almost made me cry.